A boy and his Buck

 

Buck and Porter are going to miss each other... A LOT.

we're going on a hike

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bob Marley - Butterfly

rare song ... i love it...

Josh

loves every minute of life and knows that the good times wouldn't seem as good if there weren't bad times....

loves me for me....

is confident in who he is...

is loving the hell out of Tom Robbins (I introduced him to his works... Still Life with Woodpecker is our book now... he gets the man as much as I do... which is a GREAT sign)

loves the Grateful Dead as much as I (he was the one who actually introduced me to them)

a bit of an outlaw at heart

definitely can make me smile and laugh like no other

can build a house from start to finish (including all the guts)

is not afraid of hard work

meditates on a regular basis

surfs

an amazing people magnet

is covered in tattoos from his neck on down....

has an AMAZING Josh grin as I call it

has some of the most intense brown eyes I've ever looked into...

to be continued....

the answer of when....

When I paid my rent this month, I also turned in my 30 days notice... turning in my two week resignation at work tomorrow.... and we'll be in California by mid-October at the latest... it doesn't even feel like a questionable move, I've been waiting almost 9 years for this... it feels like I'm going home to spend the rest of my days with the man who I have no doubt that I will love for always.

the tattoo

it still makes me GRIN big whenever I see it....

when and if....

after a rather deep conversation with my mom, sharing my feelings... and her sharing her feelings ("i can see that you've been searching for a long time... your father and i also came back together after spending time apart.... i pretty much have gathered you're going to end up out there ....if you are happy, i'm happy.")... she started to say when and if you move out there... I stopped her and said... "Mom... you know it isn't a matter of if... it is a matter of when... there isn't any if about it." she looked up at me and smiled. it feels good to have her see what I see... it feels good to know that I'm loved and she supports me following my heart....